I have got to get serious, NOW!

I know....I haven't walked any in the past couple of days.  It is hard with two small kids.  I feel guilty being away from them after working all day.  I can't use that as an excuse because one of my teammates has two young kids and she is walking way more than I am.  Once school is out on Tuesday, it will get easier.  I will be working at the Y on M, W, and F.  I want to keep the girls home from daycare on T and Th.  I have to pay for daycare even if they don't go to hold their spot.  I also don't want them to totally get out of their routine because it would be hard to start back up in Aug.  Lillie is a routine person!  Anyway.....

I said in an earlier post (or at least I think I did...if not....here it is) that myself and two other teachers are meeting with a personal trainer from the Y.  She is kicking our butt!  We meet with her on M and Th.  When we left Thursday, she asked us to write down everything that we put into our mouth.  I have to say I started out really well but I didn't end up that well.  See, when I get angry or have any stress, I eat!  Well let's just say that she doesn't want to see what all I ate.  So, I am saying it now....I will be writing everything that I eat on a daily post here.  That way it will be real and hopefully more than just myself will see it.  Whoever sees it can help me hold myself accountable for my actions.  I want to lose weight over the summer.  I would love to be under 200 pounds.  I haven't been under 200 pounds in a long time.  I don't care if people know what I weigh.  Maybe it will make me feel bad enough to lose the weight. 

Well, I guess I better go for now.  I will have a food entry tomorrow night for the first day....let's see how bad it is.