2 days!

Wow...I have less than 2 days and I am going to be doing something that will change the rest of my life (& my family's life too).  I am getting REALLY nervous.  I am afraid of failing!  I always start something and never finish it.  I am bound and determined that I will finish this...actually never finish because it will be an ongoing process. 

I am going to pack tonight.  I am afraid of forgetting something:   clothes, camera, etc....especially my camera.  If you know me, then you know I LOVE my pictures.

I am afraid of what other people think.  I know what you are thinking.  I have mentioned this before but this is one thing that has always ruled my life:  what others think.  I do not know how to get over this.  My husband called and told his mother the other night that I was going to California to a fitness camp.  She asked why I was doing this.  I am worried what she thinks. 

Anyway...I will continue this later because I have to go right now:)